♥ Superhuii

Today is 27th Dec.
We've been separated for 2 weeks.
I just need 2 weeks more =)

I was drunk yesterday.
Completely drunk.

Watched The Treasure Hunt for god's sake.
With the whole gang of guys again. I'm the only girl.
Alvin and the chipmunk is so full. Damnit
We laughed like nobody.
The movie is so fake ! LOL

We went tomyam mee after movie.
Enjoy sitting in their car so much.
They race on any road. They can race 120km/h on raja uda road ! OMG.

Went Roxbury after tomyam.
Drank Chivas. Drunk.
Howin keep saying '' only 4 cups weihhh !!! "
Bro, i can tell you more than that okay. About 8 cups like that.
They keep calling not to drink anymore.
Keep drinking.
I thought i can forget everything when i completely drunk.
They sent me home.
I cried in front of bh and howin.

Reached home. Dad knew i was drinking just now.
He was wanting to scold me.
And I started. I cried and cried and cried.
I was so strong for this past week.
And Chivas made me cry ? Sigh.

I told my dad we broke up.
I can't talk anymore.
I keep crying the whole night.
Daddy left me downstairs.

I messaged him !!! Damn !
Using my new number ! Whack me pleasee !!!
He told me to behave myself.

They phoned me , asked me is it okay.
And oops. I felt like vomitting.
I threw my phone aside and ran to toilet and vomited.
Tomyam mee wasted.

My mind is clear now.
Back to the reality world.

Don't think guys are always bad.
When i was drunk, they just sent me home.
They didnt do anything to me.
They msged me told me to cheer up.
They told me to stop crying.
They phoned me asked whether i'm okay.
They did everything that a friend can do.
Thank you people. =)

Currently my fb's profile pic.
In Jiayun's car. =)

BAH !
Wallpaper of CJM's phone. LOL

Hollyshit.
I'm seriously broke now. Sigh

Shouldnt bought the nike shoes and polo tee for him
and end up hugging them sleep with me ? double sigh

Went Gurney every single day. FML
Went to count how many restaurants we had our meals before. Triple sigh.

Currently listening to KEEP FORGETTING by Jojo
Remember what you told me.
You said this emo song aint suit me.
Whoa. You already expected that we will break up that time =)

Into LOST THEN FOUND by Leona Lewis feat One Republic
Sigh sigh.

Christmas eve should be celebrate with the loved ones.
But , not everyone has the chance , so do me.
If he doesnt love you anymore, for what he spends this day with you right ? :)

I'm being optimistic at all time now.
No worries, people. I still love myself. =D

Like she said, honesty is a key for every couple.
Got all the answers =) after broke up.
It doesnt mean anything anymore.
Thanks for the past. :D

I'm alright now =)
I can play and fooling around with them
I let them call me cheah babi too =D

But then, I haven't get over him.
I still love him, he is still in my heart.
I'm no longer in his heart anymore.
This is the most stupid action ever.
I never think of kicking him out of my heart.
But , I apologized to both of them.
I let everything going back to the starting point. Back to zero.
This is a good sign , isnt it ? =)

This period is the most miserable part in my life.
Accident 3 times
Fought with family.
Fought with him , my ex.
Fought with her , my ex's ex.

Couldn't list out all.
But hey, these are past now.
2009 is gonna over.
2010 is coming.
New year , new life =)

I really wanna thanks to a lot of people
They reassured me , they scolded me , they sent a lot of msg to me

Thanks to Kian's hotmail. I got you , I aint scare =)
Thanks to Junn's article. I love this quote so much.

Now I know why i love you two without reasons. Our hearts are always together even though we're separate.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal.

Thanks Khor Cheng Keeeeee. I saw your article for me.
I wouldnt say i love you , no worries. Hahaha.
Really thanks, truly.
Form 5 is the best time for us. Always in my heart =)
Stay sweet with your girl.

I dont know why lately so many couples broke up.
It's kinda sad listening all these broke up news =(

Aunty Christy , really thanks for your comment. Imma fine now.
I hope everything is okay.
You're so strong darling.
I saw this and I feel so sad.
" things fade and left only memories behind =) "
We shall meet soon okay ? :)

BAH. I was planning to reply all the tagboard comments and thanks one by one with my words.
But seems lack of time. Hahaha. Coming soon. LOL

Learn to live , live to learn.
Have fun all the time. Enjoy your life, people.

Yours sincerely, H.

Obviously someone found my stupid blog.
I deleted =D
This blog is not gonna set as private lar.

I told Tami Hor that day
If one day i saw her in college again.
I gonna smile to her. LOL
but everytime she doesnt look into my eyes.

I miss those stupid days.
But there's no way to get back those stupid days.
For what I keep struggling in this situation.
For what I keep finding problems to myself.
I got all these its all because of myself.

Bah, seriously I'm so fine now.
Oops, I'm peace now.
Girl , i know you will see my blog.
Just to say , sorry for everything. =)

Imma back to the old Cheah Wei Wei now. =D

I'm happy now.
Just back from coffee island.
With whole gang of guys and 2 girls , include me. LOL
They smoke , they drink vodka, they push me into men's toilet
Too bad, I cant aim tiok any bak tiao peeping -___-
They all drunk. Drunk asssssss. =D
They forced me to smoke zzzz

Ooopppssss.
My car giving out sound again.
Damn the sexy car =.=

Alright. I'm here to post about my Cameron trip.
Not suppose to go one. Haihs. Missed the pc fair. Damnit.

Boring trip. Like usual =.=

Took these while in the car
The wind is so strong man !

Cold to the max.
I didnt bring any jacket.
I forgot Cameron raining for the whole week d. -,-
Force to buy the fucking ugly glove. Yuck

Went to my uncle's farm
The road ah , chek until i wanna vomit
And my waist oh cheh ( black green )

Ya. Seem nothing , i know.
Wanna go to the highest place of Cameron ?
Come over.
I let you experience what is chek until ao =.=

Neh. This is so called LOLO, oh ah cai -,-
Whatever lar.
Never plan to put those vege photos out.
So boring

My cousin.
She has a pair of super big eyes.
The biggest eyes among people i had seen. LOL

Not really ?
Scroll down.

Not big gok ?

Old pic of her.
Neh, tell me not big lar, i will screw you hard hard

Tomatoes' farm

seriously, i love this photo so much
It appears in my fb , msn and bloggie =D

Last photo, kinda stupid. Heh

I had updated two blogs =D
Good night people.

Love this photo.

Took this in the S & J shop.

Having test later. IS test
Give up this test for him last time.
Today will be the same too, i think.

Moody.
Very very very moody.
I can still blogging here.

My heart breaks.
My body hurts.
So many things happened in this few days.
I thought there's someone always with me whenever i need him.
No, I'm so wrong. Everything is so wrong.
Things aint right.

I wish i can disappear from the world now.

A very happy weekend for me
Cause Junn was back
Cause Linger was back
Cause Boonsin is back

Hell yeah, I miss those moments so much :)

A morning dimsum with them
Woke up at 7.30am for a dimsum
Bah.
like we used to have after SPM

A tomyam mee for supper with them
like we used to have few times every week

A sleepover night at Junn's house
pillow talk with her
like we used to have before she went KL

Played poker at Junn's house
like this year CNY.
ended up Kenn won our money cause he wore red colour underwear.

A pedicure with Linger
Its nice ! :D

A lunch with Linger before had our pedicure

A nap at Phang's new house. HAHA

Oh my god oh my god
Cant stop thinking those good times with them :)

But Linger went back just now, and Junn is going back soon.
Ahhhhhh. So sad

Lastly,
with a photo of mine
which Tami Hor said very ugly one. Heh